I can go for miles and still don't know why my disappointments always stay...

Honestly; you'd think that at this stage, things would be fine. Sometimes it's really easy to remember why I walked away and why it was a good thing. Then, there are other times when it's so hard to remember why I walked away and I wonder if it really was the right thing....I mean, of course I know deep down that it was right...but like, why can't I see that all the time?

I've had so many opportunities to meet new people. I've even had three guys actually tell me that they fancy me and one guy who keeps wanting to bring me out on a date....This whole thing is like an evil catch 22. In order to get over him, I need to go out with someone else. But then I think "I can't go out with someone else until I get over him." And I can't get over him until I meet someone else............it just keeps going on, and on, and on. Yay.

My excuse is constantly "I'm not ready." But if I'm not ready now, will I ever be? =/